confession

silly, but yes,

we are different

hell, yea-ah

assalamualaikum,

whats wrong, whats right? something goes wrong, and on my mind, never goes right. it turns blue, then turns red as fast as it can do.

ah, i just find the junction, finally.

and i need to peel off my masquarade.

don't be hypocrite, i'm such a s*it if i keep pretending i'm a hypocrite.

i'm stuck, perfectly stuck.

anyhoo, some things get better these days. not too crap as last week, but i'm still hoping...

you know, 12th Grader and becoming a 17-yr-old wanna be is the hardest phase on your life.

cause this is the junction, the junction that will draw the line for your future.

wassalam,

...

assalamualaikum,

hari ini seperti hari hari kemaren. yes, i'm totally crap these weeks. bahkan untuk fokus menghitung pun gue gak bisa. apa rasanya ya ketika tangis lo rasanya hambar dan tawa lo kosong kayak chiki chiki lima ratusan?

ya kayak gini rasanya.

hubungan sosial gue pun buruk, sama semuanya. gue ikutan gak nyaman untuk ini.

nyebelin emang, gue terlalu dependensi sosial.

pelajaran sih masuk, materi masuk. tapi jiwa gue masih bertualang entah kemana, gue gak tau.

hope i can be better guys, kan gue punya Tuhan untuk bercerita ;)

wassalam,

a woman can stand with her own feet, smile when she is alone and try to struggle with every condition.

and thank you for teaching me that.

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People
1. "Mama, Papa, aku dapet FKUI 2010, alhamdulillaaaah!"
2. "i'm crying because..."
3. "my patience is limited,"

4. "iya, gak papa kok, makasih ya : )"

5. "...aku kangen kamu."
6. "mau istirahat?"
7. "hati-hati ya,"
8. "lo cuman hidup sekali, dan lo udah dewasa,"
9. "hari ini belajar, tapi sebelum pulang makan dulu yuk, kita ngobroooool hahahaha"
10. "..."

Nine things about myself
1. childish. still keep on trying to be mature
2. late-night sleep
3. well-organized
4. Eeyore addict
5. wearing masquerade. too often
6. dependent.
7. very good in remembering words, but dont ask me in numbers...
8. loves loves loves my family. much ♥
9. wants to continue my study in FKUI :)

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Friendly
2. Honest
3. smart
4. good sense of humour
5. loyal
6. guitar and drum sounds
7. DSLR camera
8. my closest people

Seven things that cross my mind a lot
1. Tests.
2. SIMAK UI
3. FK PTN Pulau Jawa
4. familyy
5. bestf
6. subjects, and high school
7. P

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Pray Isya
2. read holy quran
3. prepare my books and uniform
4. study
5. study
6. pray before sleep

Five places I want to visit
1. Bali
2. Greek
3. Thailand
4. Italy
5. Heaven

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. Tees
2. Shorts
3. nothing
4. nothing

Three bands that I listen to often (Currently)
1. Arctic Monkey
2. The Kooks
3. Holy City Rollers

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Reach my goals
2. Make my parents proud

One confession
1. i'm a hypocrite person. dont ask me why, do you think i want to be the one?